Another Tuesday!
Last night I feel like writing to you. But I know if I start looking at my smart phone, I'll end up having insomnia again.
Sufi,
Last Sunday, we went to IKBN Kuala Langat to send off Cik Na for her final semester of Diploma in Technology Fashion (took her awhile to reply me her course name!).
It was around 1.5 hours journey and Papa suddenly look at me at the corner of his eyes while driving - Sufi cakap dah lembut sikit dah sekarang ni.
I agree. Bukan setakat lembut, you can be such a darling these few days. Kejut Mama and Papa pun manja je.. If you wakes up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet, Sufi usap-usap je tangan Mama...kalau Mama gerak baru Sufi cakap lembut2 Sufi nak g buang air kecik (you corrected me last night - bukan kecik, KECIL. haa itu pun salah cakap Mama ni.
Kalau bab tolong tu memang rajin. Dulu Sufi asyik kata kejap. kejap. kejap. Berpuluh-puluh kali kejap then dah kena marah baru la bergerak. Now satu kali je cakap kejap terus buat :) Alhamdulillah. Kalau Mama suruh buat something tu, pandai dah cakap OK. Takde la senyap je macam xde response..Kalau terlanggar ke pandai cakap I'm sorry. Mama panggil nama Sufi, I'm cominnnn. Kelakar betul lidah kamu nak cakap English.
Anyways, last night Mama tunjuk gambar whatsapp Pak Long anta. He was telling us how challenging it is to teach Kak Batrisyia on Mathematics. The picture he sent was a pic of Izzah & Kak Balqis scribbling on a whiteboard. You showed me the marker pen they were holding - Mama, macam teacher kat sechool Sufi. Tapi kat school ada tempat letak pen tu. Mama, Sufi nak la macam tu. Mama beli lah..Pen tu Sufi nak dua. Satu untuk adik Sufi. Nanti adik dah besar, boleh guna. Then muka suddenly change, peluk Mama lekap muka kat perut Mama - tapi Sufi xde adik lagiiii. Mama pun terkejut tiba2 this topic emerged again. I replied to you... Sufi ingat tak nak doa...minta Allah murahkan rezeki nak dapat adik? Ada doa tak?
Last week, after I had lunch with Papa at Ikea (post car service at Honda Penchala), my head were suddenly spinning. I cant concertrate work. So I tried to divert myself to something else first. I googled my primary school friend's blog that I haven visited for a long time. To my surprise, she just shared a detail post on her journey to get pregnant. I think I can easily relate to a friend who has a first child your age. So is she. She had a 4 year old boy and is now 7 months pregnant. She shared her stories that after 2 years of trying and a few visits to the gynae, she and her husband decided to go to KL Fertility Center in Jalan Dungun. It just hit me on the chest when she said, it was their last try to get a 2013 baby. She couldn't imagine her boy will be in standard 5 when her second kid will only be in standard 1. Well, I did think about this...but when reading it...it just make my eyes bigger! Telan air liur. She and her husband was very soon blessed after one treatment of her PCOS. So after a few more googling, I came to a very informative yet close to heart blog. She dedicated a blog on her journey to get pregnant after 5 years of marriage... She had been trying for a full 2 years and visited a few hospitals but nothing is working out so far for them. Her first entry was about her first call to make an appointment at KL Fertility Center. I read through her posts. Three thumbs up to her for sharing the exact costs for each visit. Not bad la the cost breakdown. RM80 is still a standard rate for a session of cosultation. It was definitely an eye opening to know some of the treatments were very ..how should I put it...so emotionally involved. The medications and jabs that she had to take for months...and the side effects...with Allah's miracle, she got pregnant 5 months later.
So apa lagi, I told Papa them. I asked Papa if I could give them a ring to make an appointment in my day 2 period. Papa replied...postpone it on my next cycle. A bit dissapointed...a bit je (betul a bit je..haha) I obeyed. I should at least have ample time to read more about this center, the tests and treatments :)
The following Friday, My head was lightheaded - probably from the Insomnia...Aunty Nadia, my ex-colleague in IBM, gave me a buzz in FB. A great news from her - she's expecting in March 2014. She shared with me that it was accident baby and that she was in tears for a while to learn the fact she was conceived. I smiled reading it..Allah itu Maha Besar..ujian datang dalam pelbagai bentuk :) I think for the past 2 months, banyak kali dalam doa Mama..Mama dah rasa betul-betul berserah pada Allah...jika ini yang terbaik untuk kita..so be it.. ada lah rezeki family kita dari segi yang lain :)
Love,
Mama
Sufi,
Last Sunday, we went to IKBN Kuala Langat to send off Cik Na for her final semester of Diploma in Technology Fashion (took her awhile to reply me her course name!).
It was around 1.5 hours journey and Papa suddenly look at me at the corner of his eyes while driving - Sufi cakap dah lembut sikit dah sekarang ni.
I agree. Bukan setakat lembut, you can be such a darling these few days. Kejut Mama and Papa pun manja je.. If you wakes up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet, Sufi usap-usap je tangan Mama...kalau Mama gerak baru Sufi cakap lembut2 Sufi nak g buang air kecik (you corrected me last night - bukan kecik, KECIL. haa itu pun salah cakap Mama ni.
Kalau bab tolong tu memang rajin. Dulu Sufi asyik kata kejap. kejap. kejap. Berpuluh-puluh kali kejap then dah kena marah baru la bergerak. Now satu kali je cakap kejap terus buat :) Alhamdulillah. Kalau Mama suruh buat something tu, pandai dah cakap OK. Takde la senyap je macam xde response..Kalau terlanggar ke pandai cakap I'm sorry. Mama panggil nama Sufi, I'm cominnnn. Kelakar betul lidah kamu nak cakap English.
Anyways, last night Mama tunjuk gambar whatsapp Pak Long anta. He was telling us how challenging it is to teach Kak Batrisyia on Mathematics. The picture he sent was a pic of Izzah & Kak Balqis scribbling on a whiteboard. You showed me the marker pen they were holding - Mama, macam teacher kat sechool Sufi. Tapi kat school ada tempat letak pen tu. Mama, Sufi nak la macam tu. Mama beli lah..Pen tu Sufi nak dua. Satu untuk adik Sufi. Nanti adik dah besar, boleh guna. Then muka suddenly change, peluk Mama lekap muka kat perut Mama - tapi Sufi xde adik lagiiii. Mama pun terkejut tiba2 this topic emerged again. I replied to you... Sufi ingat tak nak doa...minta Allah murahkan rezeki nak dapat adik? Ada doa tak?
Last week, after I had lunch with Papa at Ikea (post car service at Honda Penchala), my head were suddenly spinning. I cant concertrate work. So I tried to divert myself to something else first. I googled my primary school friend's blog that I haven visited for a long time. To my surprise, she just shared a detail post on her journey to get pregnant. I think I can easily relate to a friend who has a first child your age. So is she. She had a 4 year old boy and is now 7 months pregnant. She shared her stories that after 2 years of trying and a few visits to the gynae, she and her husband decided to go to KL Fertility Center in Jalan Dungun. It just hit me on the chest when she said, it was their last try to get a 2013 baby. She couldn't imagine her boy will be in standard 5 when her second kid will only be in standard 1. Well, I did think about this...but when reading it...it just make my eyes bigger! Telan air liur. She and her husband was very soon blessed after one treatment of her PCOS. So after a few more googling, I came to a very informative yet close to heart blog. She dedicated a blog on her journey to get pregnant after 5 years of marriage... She had been trying for a full 2 years and visited a few hospitals but nothing is working out so far for them. Her first entry was about her first call to make an appointment at KL Fertility Center. I read through her posts. Three thumbs up to her for sharing the exact costs for each visit. Not bad la the cost breakdown. RM80 is still a standard rate for a session of cosultation. It was definitely an eye opening to know some of the treatments were very ..how should I put it...so emotionally involved. The medications and jabs that she had to take for months...and the side effects...with Allah's miracle, she got pregnant 5 months later.
So apa lagi, I told Papa them. I asked Papa if I could give them a ring to make an appointment in my day 2 period. Papa replied...postpone it on my next cycle. A bit dissapointed...a bit je (betul a bit je..haha) I obeyed. I should at least have ample time to read more about this center, the tests and treatments :)
The following Friday, My head was lightheaded - probably from the Insomnia...Aunty Nadia, my ex-colleague in IBM, gave me a buzz in FB. A great news from her - she's expecting in March 2014. She shared with me that it was accident baby and that she was in tears for a while to learn the fact she was conceived. I smiled reading it..Allah itu Maha Besar..ujian datang dalam pelbagai bentuk :) I think for the past 2 months, banyak kali dalam doa Mama..Mama dah rasa betul-betul berserah pada Allah...jika ini yang terbaik untuk kita..so be it.. ada lah rezeki family kita dari segi yang lain :)
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| Taken this am while waiting for Papa to get our breakfast from Cik Su |
Mama
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