Sigh & Yabedabedooo!

Dear Sufi,

Funny je rasa. I think I'm slowly growing...wiser! Haha. Mama dah 31 tapi banyak lagi decision yang still childish. 

Had a conversation with Aunty Nojie yesterday evening over Watsapp. Gave her some advice. Indirectly the advice comes back to me. At certain levels, I know I just need to grow up. On another level, I acknowledge the fact that my personal experiences have brought me into intermittent nasty thoughts. Experiences are supposed to make you stronger and wiser. Not to a darker side. 

Sigh. 

I'm grateful that I'm aware of all these nasty thoughts, so Mama pun have to slowly change la kan? Analyzing and identifying without action pun what for kan? Macam orang pandai cakap je..tapi habbuk pun  tarak! 

Sufi pun nanti...first thing you have to do bila Sufi rasa sedih ke..ada problem ke..you have to analyze the whole situation..find the root cause. The root cause might have been YOU all along. Put down your ego to admit it. You don't have to admit it to people around you..but to yourself. Be true to yourself. I think that is the very first step. Lepas tu slow2 Sufi fikir the whats and hows. 

Sigh. 

Sufi faham ke apa yang Mama cuba sampai kan ni? Maybe it doesn't make any sense to you now...but hopefully it would in the future :) 

Sufi!!!! Tak lama lagi birthday Papa...so...it means...tak lama lagi birthday Sufi jugak!!!! So siapa yang paling excited??? 

*Rolling my eyes* 

Of course la Mama. 

Weeeuukksss!


If last year excitement nak pergi HK berbulan2 tunggu..this year punye Mama chill aje..kelakar pun ada actually.. 

Mama memang survey where to go for a short holiday.. tapi takde satu tempat pun yang rasa nak sangatttt pegi.. nak pergi Legoland..tapi eventhough Mak Long kata enjoy sangat..a few friends that have kids your age pun kata enjoy sangat..Mama still rasa biasa je..Papa pun lagi la cam takde interest langsung. 

So early this week..Mama pun fikir..pergi je la USS lagi skali..now dah ada Transformer Ride & Sesame Streets. Sufi pun memang kenal Ernie & Elmo tu.. so Mama pun buat la KL-JB_SG Trip Proposal. Haha.. Jangan memain ok ngan Mama..pasal holiday2 ni..I sanggup buat paper work. Siap formatting ok..detailed itinerary & costing. Nak share kat sini tapi rasa sangat la poyo. Hehe. Email kat Papa on Tuesday morning. Mama tengah tak busy kat office skrang ni kan (tapi malas nak update blog). Tunggu punye tunggu no reply from Papa. Haishh..ni memang Papa malas nak layan la ni..Petang tu when I was only with him in the car..laaa Papa tak tengok pun lagi gmail. Caits! 

Yesterday morning Papa pun wechat Mama.. ok Papa approved. Haha. Suka I! So bila nak booking je hotel..ada jekkkk issue..gile slow bila nak pergi payment page tu..tak boleh bayar guna Maybank2u pulak.. then password credit card salah la...so  ingat nak guna debit card je malam nanti..so yesterday evening after Papa sent us to Nenek's place..before Papa pergi gym..Papa kata.. Mama..mama.. 

Waaa..sepanjang Papa pergi gym tu..Mama pulak rasa tak sedap hati pasal the whole SG trip. Memang la nak duduk budget hotel and all..tapi total estimated tu..cecah gak 4 figure. Mama Mama. duit tu macam petik daun kat pokok je kan? So last night bila Papa dah balik..Papa gelakkan Mama bila tengok muka bersalah Mama..Papa kata pergi je la mana2..Papa ok je..Mama pun paksa la Papa bagi idea..Mana-mana tu mana??? All this while pun..Mama je kot yang nak ke sana ke sinun.

January this year kan kita dah pergi Penang & Johor. Cameron pun boleh singgah bila kita balik kampung. Island holiday is not in the list la.. 

Kenapa ek? 

Maybe if October trip tu rasa nak holiday yang happening2 skit kot..January trip baru sesuai kot island holiday since it's my birthday and anniversary. 

Kan? 

*Hint baik punye ni Papaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa*

So Papa cakap..pergi Melaka je lah. I like! From our last visit to Melaka, memang kita enjoy except the devastating experiece to get some decent food and failure to cari the halal chicken rice balls. So Mama pun terus la tripadvisor Melaka hotels. Mama pun still ingat 2 of the places yang Mama memang teringin nak try. Full booked dah.. Ye la..nak pergi lagi 3 hari..weekend plak tu kan.. 

3 jam kot Mama mengadap phone..Google kat phone Papa..call kat phone Mama.. hahaha.. kalau bab holiday..I memang hover! so I found out punye la banyak B&Bs yang cool gila kat Melaka. Rustic btol the rooms. Ingat reasonable rate la macam kita duduk kat Lekiu House dulu tu.. skali hambikk...
1K + per night! Checking the internet rates..haii kalau dah 400++ per night..baik proceed je KL-JB-SG trip tu! 

Ada 1 B&B tu pun cool gile the ambience..macam rumah country Mat Salleh with Nyonya style..siap ada swimming pool and trampoline bagai..tapi reviews yang pernah duduk sana ramai orang from Church group. Ish. Lain macam je kan. Takmo lah.

So finally.... I came across to a new hotel with a promising reviews. So tadi Mama dah call for booking. Excited nak pegi Melaka! Semoga perjalanan kita selamat & dpermudahkan :)

Sufi, this morning masa dalam kereta nak pergi breakfast Sufi tanya.. 

Birthday Sufi nak dekat ni..nak bawak cake apa ni ek..hmmm  

Lawak sebab sebijik tiru macam gaya Mama cakap!

Eh..nak letak gambar la baru best kan?

Last Wednesday after Maghrib..we went to AS-Syakirin for Ustaz Ahar Idris (UAI)'s talk

I think I heard only 10% of UAI talk because we had a separate talking session. Macam2 Sufi tanya.. Kita siap balik rumah Nenek kejap sebab Sufi nak berrrrrrry. Mentang2 la masjid dekat je..nak pergi lepas kan hajat pun balik rumah :p Terlaluuuuu ramai orang, nak pergi toilet masjid pun challenging. baik balik rumah. Then kita pergi balik masjid sebab Papa tak bawak phone..dah janji nak tunggu kat pagar masjid.
Mama teringin air kelapa. Mintak makcik tu minum dalam kelapa terus..makcik tu insist jugak minum dalam koleh. Ok la makcikk

Mama punye inner tudung pun kamu rembat

Tak tahannnn. Comfirm ni memang menurun Mama!
Two photos above kita amik masa pergi Kuala Selangor two weeks ago..I uploaded the photos in flickr.. 
http://www.flickr.com/photos/jaqmar/sets/72157635559966303/

http://www.flickr.com/photos/jaqmar/sets/72157635560597353/


Ada 2 videos of you I took yang rasa sangat funny..tapi why asyik error to upload??
 
Love,
Mama 

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