Trying. . .
Dear Sufi,
Nine days late. Tested negative. Brown spotting come and go. Could it be blighted ovum?
My period cycle has always been a fixed number of days. So it was not too hard for us to do family planning. However, somewhere around June 2008, my period was late a few days. I was nervous. So was Papa. We both were - as we were still putting ourselves in the red zone.
So I did a home pregnancy test. Turned out a vague positive. I remembered how I felt. Eventhough I was nervous but secretly I was hoping I am pregnant :) A few days later, we went to the clinic. Another vague positive. So the doctor told us - I am pregnant but just keep the news to ONLY both of us. If I got my period in a few days time, then I have undergo a threatened miscarriage.
A few days later, I got my period. Dissapointed. Life goes on.
In January 2009, Papa told me he was ready and not to wait anymore. I agreed. The second time we tried - positive. Alhamdulillah. You were too eager to see us so you came out on 36 weeks on the dot. Doctor Siti kata you're a premature baby. When I came back from the OT, the first thing I asked Papa how much you weighed. Mama asyik nangis je asyik fikir why you came out too soon and why I had to undergo a c-sect procedure.
Doctor Siti advised me to wait at least 2 years before trying to conceive again.
So now we are ready.
Love,
Mama
Nine days late. Tested negative. Brown spotting come and go. Could it be blighted ovum?
My period cycle has always been a fixed number of days. So it was not too hard for us to do family planning. However, somewhere around June 2008, my period was late a few days. I was nervous. So was Papa. We both were - as we were still putting ourselves in the red zone.
So I did a home pregnancy test. Turned out a vague positive. I remembered how I felt. Eventhough I was nervous but secretly I was hoping I am pregnant :) A few days later, we went to the clinic. Another vague positive. So the doctor told us - I am pregnant but just keep the news to ONLY both of us. If I got my period in a few days time, then I have undergo a threatened miscarriage.
A few days later, I got my period. Dissapointed. Life goes on.
In January 2009, Papa told me he was ready and not to wait anymore. I agreed. The second time we tried - positive. Alhamdulillah. You were too eager to see us so you came out on 36 weeks on the dot. Doctor Siti kata you're a premature baby. When I came back from the OT, the first thing I asked Papa how much you weighed. Mama asyik nangis je asyik fikir why you came out too soon and why I had to undergo a c-sect procedure.
Doctor Siti advised me to wait at least 2 years before trying to conceive again.
So now we are ready.
Love,
Mama
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